It's nice to be back

It's good to be back..

It's been like 3 years..

I now know for sure with the advent of social networking sites, no one will ever read this blog again..

Basically, I would say that my life so far has improved somewhat, God really has been at work in my life..


But the main problem is that everything that affected me in the past, is still affecting me now.. The loneliness, pain, insecurities, seeking of attention.. Everything sometimes just makes it so hard to go on.. Life sometimes seems so stifling and hard to swallow... Sighs

The problem is, there is really no one I have who can really be a listening ear. Though I have some very close relations, but hey, there is a limit right? They also not my gfor my wife... If keep calling them, then end up just completely imposing on them..

Sighs.. Sometimes really so lonely.. Really no one to talk... No one to pour my heart out to,,

Really.. God help!!!!