I get knocked down.....

Right now, i dunno wad am i supposed to feel.... I dunno how am I supposed to react....
I'm never giving up..... all the things said will only fuel and stoke my fire to improve....
I guess it can be all in this song....
I will be an overcomer.... a conqueror... King over my shortcomings... Just wait and see....

Tubthumping by Chumbawamba

(We'll be singing, when we're winning, we'll be singing)

I get knocked down, but I get up again
You're never gonna keep me down (x4)

(Pissing the night away, pissing the night away)
He drinks a Whiskey drink, he drinks a Vodka drink
He drinks a Lager drink, he drinks a Cider drink
He sings the songs that remind him of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him of the better times
(Oh Danny Boy, Danny Boy, Danny Boy)

I get knocked down, but I get up again
You're never gonna keep me down (x4)

(Pissing the night away, pissing the night away)
He drinks a Whiskey drink, he drinks a Vodka drink
He drinks a Lager drink, he drinks a Cider drink
He sings the songs that remind him of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him of the better times
(Don't cry for me, next door neighbour)

II get knocked down, but I get up again
You're never gonna keep me down (x4)

I get knocked down, (we'll be singing) but I get up again
You're never gonna keep me down (when we're winning)
I get knocked down, (we'll be singing) but I get up again
You're never gonna keep me down (ooh)

Sianz.....

Ok ppl.... Day 3 of my 5 day MC....
Shadow
Honestly, its boring as HELL..... normally, i'll be outside taking a walk.... yes yes.... i know when you are on MC you are not allowed to leave the house.... but hey, don't tell me you haven't bent the rules before..... but then this injury restricts my movement completely.... even walking is a chore now.... haha.....
Sparrows

I was so bored i started watch all my old VCDs.... can you believe it??? in the age of supersized DVDs, i'm still watch my old VCDs..... haha...... for the young who don't know wad on earth is a VCD, its like a CD or a DVD exccept that its roughly about 800MB in size so the movie comes in 2 parts... haha.... began watch all the old movies.... so far i've watched The Thomas Crown Affair, Money Not Enough (the 1st one), The Matrix, The entire Star Wars Saga...... Not bad actually..... but then the VCDs come from questionable sources, if you know wad i mean.... haha.... so the sound and picture quality really sucks.... might as well stream it from movie6.net.... haha.....

Silver

Oh well.... even though i'm on MC, i'm kinda worried wads going on in office..... i'm very afraid to return to office and find a huge bomb there waiting to explode.... haha.... :) oh well.... just gotta wait and see..... oh ya.... btw, 99 DAYS to ORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sparrows

Anyway, don't know if you guys know this, but i've gone back to my bowling passion again... haha.... here's my two new balls that i bought.... looks quite cool eh.... looking to invest in one more tho.... but then lacking the $$$$..... haha.... any kind sponors out there.... kind enough to sponsor a Singaporean talent???? haha..... jk jk jk...... :) i'm quite lousy actually.... the dream? qualify for NTU Bowling Team by 2009..... but i heard the cut off is an average of 170, and that is already super heng if you can enter with that results, but my current average is only 140-150.... man.... needs alota practice man..... :)

Hey f..... dunno if you would read this.... :) thanks for taking my nonsense f...... may HE end up with you and not someone else....... :)

This is the mid-performance reactive ball...
Storm Street Rod.... Cost me $270

This is my plastic ball....
ABS Gold Spinner..... Cost me $200

I wanna buy this ball... High performance reactive.......
Hammer Black Widow Venom..... It will cost me at least $350

Yoz.....

Haha..... its been so long since i last posted anything on my blog.... since i got loads of free time now and also a heart and mind full of emotions, maybe its time to let it all out.....
thanks for sticking by me and my nonsense all these years.... you helped me to grow..... :0
if you dun know wad i am really talking about and just happen to stumble onto my blog, good luck trying to decipher wadever was written.... to those who know how to "read between the lines".... haha..... keep it to yourself then..... :0
you are so young.... i feel like a p*****hile.... so i'll wait.... wait for you to come of age.... hopefully, you'll be of like mind, and feel the same way.....
you might ask, why do i have so much free time now? haha.... its cos now i'm on a 5-day MC.... sprained my ankle while in church..... haha..... i was leading worship for Powerhouse when i was doing "run run run run in the light" when i turned around and there he was, a small boy, right in my path.... like an innocent bystander in the path of Juggernaut..... IMPENDING COLLATERAL.... haha...... so i jumped out of his way, landed on my toes and *OUCH*..... sprained..... haha..... lucky Ruth was there too..... so not too bad.... at least got someone to cover while i limped off slowly.... :D
to some ppl..... : no matter how much i like you, i know i can never be together with you..... but i dun wan to soil our friendship with this lousy confession of love..... so in my own perverse way like this, let me tell you that i like you alot, but i can't bear to soil wad we already have... rest assured, i will make sure it won't ever disturb you in that way... i've already given it up....
but anyway, life now seems quite meaningless..... quite sad..... i dunno why..... i can be so HIGH one minute and so LOW the next... so full of confidence one day, and lower than shit the next day.... i think i have like this sadistic creature growing inside me, one that thrives on my pain and the pain of others surrounding me..... and worse, its battling the good in me..... GUESS WAD..... i have been been feeding the wrong me..... sian..... when will this end.....
yj..... i still feel like a bastard.... playing with your feelings..... please forgive me..... still allow me the pleasure of your friendship....
CMD sunday was a blast..... with the only blemish that i arrived late for the prayer meeting in the morning.... i guess puntuality is a major issue for me to conquer..... even my charges and wards like chow, seng, ryan, walt, lest, marc are all making fun of me for it..... haha.... i'm sorry..... i'm still trying.... :)
js - my best fren while growing up.... i'm sorry for letting our frenship to detoraite.... allow me a chance to once again be a fren.... not just a stranger.... but a fren.... soccer guys, sorry for psing you all..... accept my apologies....
Oh ya.... speaking of which.... All the best to all the O, A, N level ppl.... do well and score well.... esp my cell ppl.... no matter wad you score, good or bad, you are still you.... :) let no one judge you for being you..... but of course still must try your best la.... :)
ks, wy, sc, ll, rp, jt, ml..... you are and will always be my cell members.... you will always have that little portion of my heart with you all.... haha..... the ATM sessions with you all were worth it..... hopefully you dun find me too abrasive.... haha.... sc and ks esp, you guys have a really special place in my heart..... grow well and live well.... :)
Oh well.... i think i should stop blabbering.... Haha.... here is a vid i found recently.... wad can 4 guys and a camera produce???? haha..... watch and see..... enjoy..... :)
rt, gl.... thanks for befriending me all these years.... :) its been like forever.... i'm really glad to enjoy your company and not have you treat me like a side show freak....


Sigh..... this lonely feeling again..... pls ppl.... dun reject me if i call or msg....